Butterflies & Spiders


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Shape Shifter | Elle UK May 2014 | Zuri Tibby by Marcus Ohlsson

Photos: Marcus Ohlsson

Fashion Editor: Joanne Blades

Hair: Yukiko Tajima 

Make-up: Katarina Hakansson

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ZURI!!!!! <3 omg amazing

Love you 

Depression is hard to understand, because it is not a consistent state. Depression is rather like a virus, but like a virus, it has its manageable days and its acute, life-threatening flare-ups. You can be in a depression and still laugh at a friend’s joke or have a good night at dinner or manage low-level functioning. You grocery shop and stop to pet a puppy on the corner, talk to friends in a café, maybe write something you don’t hate. When this happens, you might examine your day for clues like reading tea leaves in a cup: Was it the egg for breakfast that made the difference? The three-mile run? You think, well, maybe this thing has moved on now. And you make no sudden moves for fear of attracting its abusive attention again.

But other times…

Other times, it’s as if a hole is opening inside you, wider and wider, pressing against your lungs, pushing your internal organs into unnatural places, and you cannot draw a true breath. You are breaking inside, slowly, and everything that keeps you tethered to your life, all of your normal responses, is being sucked through the hole like an airlock emptying into space. These are the times Holly Golightly called the Mean Reds.

I call it White Knuckling it.

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this is my phone. probably the greatest phone in all the lands.  it can be dropped off a house without breaking. and it has snake.

(via 90s90s90s)